Thursday, December 13, 2007

i Am WhaT i aM


I am what I am
I am my own special creation
So come take a look
Give me the hook
Or the ovation
It's my world
That I want to have a little pride
My world
And it's not a place I have to hide in
Life's not worth a dam
Till I can say
I am what I am

I am what I am
I don't want praise I don't want pity
I bang my own drum
Some think it's noise I think it's pretty
And so what if I love each sparkle and each bangle
Why not see things from a different angle
Your life is a shame
Till you can shout out I am what I am


I am what I am
And what I am needs no excuses
I deal my own deck
Sometimes the aces sometimes the deuces
It's one life and there's no return and no deposit
One life so it's time to open up your closet
Life's not worth a dam till you can shout out
I am what I am

Saturday, December 8, 2007

I love Myself


Deep at the centre of my being,
there is an infinite well of love.

I now allow this love to flow to the surface.
It fills my heart, my body, my mind, my consciousness,
my very being, and radiates out from me in all directions
and returns to me mutliplied.
The more love I use and give, the more I have to give.
The supply is endless.
The use of love makes me feel good,
it is an expression of my inner joy.

I love myself;
therefore, I take loving care of my body.
I lovingly feed it nourishing foods and beverages,
I lovingly groom it and dress it, and my body lovingly
responds to me with vibrant health and energy.

I love myself; therefore provide for myself
a comfortable home, one that fills
all my needs and is a pleasure to be in.
I fill the rooms with the vibration of love
so that all who enter, myself included,
will feel this love and be nourished by it.

I love myself; therefore I work at a job I truly enjoy
doing, one that uses my creative talents and abilities,
working with and for people I love and who love me,
and earning a good income.

I love myself; therefore, I behave and think in a loving
way to all people for I know that that which I give out
returns to me multiplied.
I only attract loving people in my world,
for they are a mirror of what I am.

I love myself; therefore I forgive and totally release
the past and all past experiences and I am free.

I love myself; therefore I live totally in the now,
experiencing each moment as good and knowing that
my future is bright and joyous and secure,
for I am a beloved child of the Universe
and the Universe lovingly takes care of me
now and forever more.

And so it is.

Wednesday, December 5, 2007

Miss U


So many things I want to say
A tear slides down my cheek
As I know, this poem will never find your way
It's been a year or so
But the pain still haunts me
My heart is still sore
And I question myself
When will I ever see you again
When will my pain subside
When will I stop crying every night
Wishing with all my heart
That you were there by my side
Never thought love could be so painful
But I must go on, on my own, without you
And love you every day more and more
Even without you here
I can't stop loving You

Monday, December 3, 2007

I've seen the hurt of promises broken,
I've heard the lies better left unspoken.
I've seen dreams brought down,
I've heard a broken heart hit the ground.
I've lived fairytales that didn't come true,
I've heard thunder in a sky of blue.
I've seen rainbows with no end,
I've felt the distance time couldn't mend.
I've seen friendships torn apart,
I've heard the breaking of my heart.

Wednesday, November 21, 2007

Love Hurts


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ŐÚŔ ŤÚŔŃ ŤŐ ĤÚŔŤ ŶŐÚ ĎĨĎŃ’Ť ĶŃŐŴ ŴĤŶ ĎŐĔŚ ĨŤ ĤÚŔŤ ŚŐ МÚČĤ ĨŤ ĤÚŔŤŚ ŚŐ ßÁĎ ĨŤ ĤÚŔŤŚ МĔ ŤŐ ŚÁŶ ŴĤÁŤ Ĩ'М ÁßŐÚŤ ŤŐ ŚÁŶ ĨŤ ĤÚŔŤŚ ĨŤ ĤÚŔŤ ŤŐ ŦÁČĔ ŤĤĔ ŤŔÚŤĤ Ĩ ÁМ ŚČÁŔĔĎ ŤŐ ßĔ ĤÚŔŤ ÁĞÁĨŃ ĤÚŔŤĨŃĞ ĤÚŔŤ ŃŐ МŐŔĔ ĤŐŴ ČŐÚĹĎ ŶŐÚ ĤÚŔŤ ŚŐМĔŐŃĔ ŶŐÚ ĹŐVĔ ĤŐŴ ČÁŃ ŶŐÚ ČÁĹĹ МĔ Á ŦŔĨĔŃĎ ŴĤĔŃ ĨМ ÁĹĹ ĎÁŶ Ĩ ÁМ ĤÚŔŤ ÁŃĎ ŴŐŃĎĔŔ ŴĤŶ.

ĹŐVĔ ĨŚ ĹĨĶĔ ĤĔÁVĔŃ, ßÚŤ ĨŤ ČÁŃ ĤÚŔŤ ĹĨĶĔ ĤĔĹĹ.

ĹŐVĔ ŤĤĔ ĤĔÁŔŤ ŤĤÁŤ ĤÚŔŤŚ ŶŐÚ,ßÚŤ ŃĔVĔŔ ĤÚŔŤ ŤĤĔ ĤĔÁŔŤ ŤĤÁŤ ĹŐVĔŚ ŶŐÚ.

ŐŃĔ ŴŐŔĎ ŦŔĔĔŚ ÚŚ ŐŦ ÁĹĹ ŤĤĔ ŴĔĨĞĤŤ ÁŃĎ РÁĨŃ ŐŦ ĹĨŦĔ:ŤĤÁŤ ŴŐŔĎ ĨŚ ĹŐVĔ.